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March 5th, 2002 (06:26 pm)

current mood: contemplative
current song: Britney Spears ./.I'm A Slave 4 U./.

Songs to Make Me Cry
1. ...
2. ::thinks::
3. Staind -- Suffocate
4. Korn -- Dirty
5. I dono the singer -- Butterfly Kisses

Bands to Come Back To
1. I
2. don�t
3. understand
4. the
5. question

Movies to Watch Non-Stop
1. Office Space ^_______________^ + ^______________^
2. Child's Play 2
3. Gone With The Wind
4. Family Values Tour '98 tour video
5. my graduation from preschool video w/ Burbank, Alexa and Chris

Favorite Words
1. anonymity
2. bitch
3. yo
4. wicked
5. holla

Things I Want to Study
1. american history/american studies
2. sociology
3. socrates
4. Latin
5. literature/writing

Books to Read More Than Once
1. A Child Called It
2. Interview with the Vampire
3. The Perks of A Waliflower
4. gURL.com $3XX book

Things to do Before 21
1. get a bf
2. kill venessa
3. figure out at least some things in my life
4. go to a orgy/marilyn manson concert
5. make a professional website

People I Wish I Were
1. Bill Gates
2. anyone but me
3. someone on Ambien
4. my dad
5. Jay Gordon

Beautiful Faces
1. Kate Moss
2. Andre 3000
3. Jon Davis
4. certain people at school
5. Jay Gordon

New Favorites
1. my English class; WOW
2. BTG
3. Aailyah
4. SR-71
5. Kylie Minogue ^_____________________~

Things I Miss
1. too many concerts
2. 300mg Neurontin
3. my old sleeping pills, ones that actually worked
4. sleep
5. Erica

People I Want As Friends
3. NOBODY : i have too many friends

People Who Changed My Life

Places I Want to Live
1. a house
2. anywhere but Shelton
3. an apartment
4. L.A.
5. my house

five of yr favorite drugstore items
1. hair dye
2. hoodies
3. magazines
4. Nyquil
5. soda

five reasons why you do/ don't use drugs
1. gross
2. I have asthma-ish stuff

five things on yr mind right now
1. SR-71
2. ******
4. my cold mouse hand
5. what to put here ~_^

Kate [userpic]


January 27th, 2002 (12:49 pm)

current mood: amused


Kate [userpic]


January 26th, 2002 (07:42 pm)
current song: Aailyah -- Try Again


Please state your name (or what you wish to be called): Kate
How old are you (and please be honest)?: 15.5
Where are you from?: Shelton, Connecticut
Are you depressed, stressed, dealing with anxiety, dealing with racing thoughts, ect. right now?: yes
Do you keep things inside?: yes
If so, why do you think that is (be honest)?: i am scared to tell ppl my real feelings and showing weakness..like crying in front of ppl
Do you take any medication and if so what is/are your meds?: yes. prozac, wellbutrin for depression and eskalith and neurontin for sleeping, mood stablizing
If you dont take meds do you think that you should?: --
Do you need help?: yes, very much so
Have you been diagnosed with anything?: many allergies, depression
Do you constantly forget things?: sometimes
If you could relate to any movie character who would it be?: the girls from The Virgin Suicides
In which way can you relate to this character?: they have courage, but they all end up killing themselves...thats a good movie
Do you have suicidal thoughts or have you ever had suicidal thoughts?: yes
Are you suicidal or have you ever tried?: yes
If so when was the last time you did so?: a month ago
Kurt Cobain or Marilyn Monroe (meaning would you take your life quickly and shoot yourself as Kurt Cobain did or would you overdose on pills as Marilyn Monroe did)?: overdose
Do you have a bad temper?: no
Do you tend to dress in a lot of dark colors without always realizing that you do?: sometimes
Is life just too much?: no
Do you feel that you are alone?: maybe
Are you alone?: no
Do you hear voices in your head?: no
If so what is one of things they have told you?: --
Do you often realize that your characteristics are slightly different?: yes
Do people stare at you?: no
Do they talk about you?: yes
Do you somehow think that you can sense and feel certain things?: yes
Do you believe in the word Normal?: yes
Is life just a big fucked up dream to you or is life as real as it gets to you?: real
Do you do any drugs?: yes
If so, did you know that XTC is known to make people even more depressed when the high is over as some side effect?: no, i never tried esctacy
Do you live the alternative lifestyle (such as gay, lesbian, queer, bisexual)?: not saying
Do you have an escape?: yes
What exactly is your escape my friend?: drugs, sedatives, sex
Do you drink alcohol?: when i get it
Do you drink the Devil's poison alone?: no
Did you know that this is also a sign of depression?: yes
Please share your favorite quote with us whether it be from a poem, song, movie, ect.: i don't have a good quote to provide
Are you a loner?: no
If so, do you prefer it that way?: --
Do you lean more towards being a preppy or Goth?: preppy
If you so do you often find yourself disliking the other?: i respect everyone
Hot or Cold?: cold
Fire or Ice?: ice
Rope, Knife, Razor, Gun, or Pills?: pills
Do you feel like you can kill sometimes?: no
Have you ever fantasized about killing?: yes
Do you believe that the kids from Columbine High were just fed up with the In crowd fucking with them (since they were out to murder the Preps, Jocks, and popular students)?: no
Were you them?? no
Would you have gone along with it?: no
Do these questions offend you?: yes
Why do they or dont they offend you?: not saying
Are you just a waste of space?: i think so
Were you abused as a child (mentally or physically)?: not saying
Are you rebellious?: maybe
Do you own a wallet chain?: no
Can you relate to the song Sickness by the group Disturbed?: no
Do you smoke cigarettes (if so, why did you start to begin with)?: yes, i wanted to escape and piss my parents off
Do you smoke pot (if so what is your reason for smoking pot)?: no
Are you a cutter?: no
Does it keep you feeling?: --
Are you somebody?: no
Why did you take this survey?: boredem

Kate [userpic]

Either or survey

January 24th, 2002 (06:16 pm)

Do you normally (more often than not):
Ask or answer questions? ask
Bathe in the morning or at night? neither..i dont bathe..
Converse or participate in awkward silence? participate
Talk or listen? listen
Dress up or dress down? down
Stay up late or get to bed early? stay up
Get what you want or get what you deserve? get what i want
Get attention or give your attention? get attention
Stand out or blend in? blend in
Give a hand or give hand outs? give handouts..??
Listen to music or watch tv? listen to music
Win or lose? win
Plan or follow-through? follow-through
Smile or cry? cry...everyday
Get up early enough to see the sunrise? when i go to school i do
Use books or Internet for research? books
Sing it or hum it? sing
Style your hair or just whatever? whatever it looks like when i wake up
Call or get called? get called and it sucks
Visit or have people over? have ppl over
Eat or skip breakfast? skip
Make a meal or go out for one. go out
Drive or get driven? get driven...i can't drive yet v_v
Do what you had planned? sometimes
Attend or skip class/work? attend
Act like yourself or act appropriately? act like myself
Laugh or get laughed at? get laughed at vv;;
Indulge or abstain? indulge
Help others or help yourself? help others
Eat what�s good for you or eat what�s tastes good? whatever tastes good
Turn it up or just get closer? turn it up
Start it or finish it? start
Stay bored or get things done? bored
Apologize or be stubborn? be stubborn
Tell them you have a crush on them or hope they figure it out? i don't hope they figure it out
Pay for yourself or get paid for? get paid
Lean in first or wait for them to make a move? wait
Get rejected or never ask? never ask
Hope it happens or make it happen? hope it happens
Try your hardest or hard enough? my hardest
Work it out or put up with what you got? put up with it
Talk it through or ignore it as much as you can? ignore
Know or think? know
Trust or suspect? suspect
Fill out surveys and post them? fill them out...i don't have good ideas

Kate [userpic]

look what i found...

January 23rd, 2002 (11:01 pm)

Who is the Antichrist? We do not know, but we might draw some ideas from the Scripture as to his identity. In many ways, he appears to try to duplicate Jesus. (Note: COV denotes a combination of verses.)

We may expect the following:

His age may be 30 to 50, when he comes forth-ref Lk 3:23

He is the son of Satan-ref Gen 3:15

He uses his own name-ref Jn 5:43

The number of his name is 666-ref Rev 13:17,18

He may be a member of the EEC at this time-ref Dan 9:26

He could hold a position of importance in the EEC-COV

He may be good-looking-ref Ezek 28:12

He may be very charismatic and dynamic-COV

He may be a diplomat of some type or diplomatic-COV

He should be single-ref Dan 11:37-COV (Jesus was single; it would be very difficult for the Jews to receive a
married person as being God and their Messiah)

He may be an Assyrian-ref Mic 5:6; Isa 30:31

He should be a Jew-ref Dan 11:37 (it would seem he would have to be a Jew to be accepted by the Jews as their Messiah)

He could come from the tribe of Dan-ref Gen 49:17; Rev 7

He comes forth out of the revived Roman Empire-ref Dan 9:26

He will be extremely intelligent-ref Ezek 28:12

He will be very proud and confident-ref Dan 8:25; 11:37

He will be bold-COV

His look will be very stout or intimidating-ref Dan 7:20

He will have the characteristics of his father, Satan-ref Gen 3:15; COV

He will be very evil, a liar, deceitful, cunning, and persuasive-COV

He will be able to lie and deceive the masses-ref Rev 13:8-COV

People will eventually be positive that he is wonderful and truthful-COV

People will eventually be positive that he is the Christ-ref Rev 13

People will eventually be positive that he is God-ref 2 Thes 2:4; Rev 13
(Additional information about what he does and speaks should come forth later in the text in a chronological order.)

A man-ref Rev 13:18

Comes symbolized as a rider on a WHITE HORSE-ref Rev 6:2

Comes with a BOW but no arrows-ref Rev 6:2

Comes in his own name-ref Jn 5:43

Is called the Assyrian-ref Isa 30:31; also Mic 5:6

IT HAD TEN HORNS-Dan 7:7; there are ten horns, or kings, or nations

THERE CAME UP AMONG THEM ANOTHER LITTLE HORN-Dan 7:8; from among the ten, the Antichrist came forth




Is from THE PEOPLE OF THE PRINCE THAT SHALL COME (the Old Roman Empire nations)-Dan 9:26



WHOSE LOOK WAS MORE STOUT (or more imposing, or intimidating)-Dan 7:20

Does not REGARD THE GOD OF HIS FATHERS-Dan 11:37 (indicates he is from one of the tribes of Israel)

SHALL...HONOR...A GOD WHOM HIS FATHERS KNEW NOT-Dan 11:38 (also indicates he is from one of the tribes of Israel)

No DESIRE OF WOMEN-Dan 11:37 (indicates he is single)

He is the seed of Satan, THY SEED-Gen 3:15

He is called THE SON OF PERDITION-2 Thes 2:3


THE NUMBER OF THE BEAST...IS...(666)-Rev 13:18 NIV






THE BEAST...IS OF THE SEVEN-Rev 17:11(The seven are Egypt, Assyria, Babylon, Medo-Persia, Greece, the Roman Empire, and the revived Roman Empire)




that is some interesting stuff!!!!

Kate [userpic]

big, long survey

January 23rd, 2002 (01:08 pm)

current mood: satisfied
current song: Soprano's Theme - "Woke Up This Morning"

[01] what's your first name? kate
[02] middle name? frances
[03] last name? not saying
[04] nicknames? kate, katers, butterball
[05] age? 15.5
[06] gender? female
[07] birthday? 6-2-86
[08] your sign? gemini
[09] where do you live? shelton, connecticut
[10] do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no
[11] if so what's her/his name? --
[12] have you ever been in love? sort of
[13] who are/were your crushes? not saying..^_^;;;
[14] do you have any piercings, or want any piercings? my ears and yes i want other ones
[15] if so what do you have/want pierced? eyebrow, lip
[16] do you have a tattoo or want one? i don't have one. i want one though!
[17] if so what kind and where? on my back..i dono what i want now.
[18] where do you shop at the most? thrift, my dad's drawers
[19] what color is your hair? dark brown
[20] what color are your eyes? hazel
[21] how tall are you? 4'11"
[23] do you smoke? yes
[24] do your friends smoke? 1 of them
[25] who are your closest friends? laura, holly, sarah k
[26] who are your friends? jessica h, holly, jessica b, steve z, steve h, alex, ed, james, sarah k, sarah r, d, laura, jen, john
[27] who are your best friends online? jessica, laura, tom, jeff
[28] do you like bath & body works? no
[29] kind of shampoo and conditioner do you use? i don't wash my hair
[30] is your hair short or long? long
[31] do you like to shop? sometimes
[32] what sports do you play? track and field, volleyball, softball
[33] what turns you on? deep voice (a guy)
[34] what turns you off? shortness, lack of intelligence
[35] what place do you go for fun? wal*mart, drive around
[36] what do you do for fun? drive with laura's dad and blast hot 97.1
[37] how many phones do you have in your house? 4
[38] how many tv's do you have in your house? 3
[39] what's your favorite food(s)? cheese, chicken, rice, chinese cuisine
[40] do you look like anyone famous? no
[41] do you think ricky martin is muy guapo (very handsome)? no and guapo means pretty en espanol so HA!
[42] who are the most attractive people you know? me....riiight
[43] are you a virgin? no
[44] do you wish to be like your parents? my dad
[45] what cologne should a hot guy wear? tommy
[46] what are you listening to right now? nothing
[47] what time is it? 1:17pm
[48] how many hours per day do you spend talking on the phone? 1
[49] do you have your own phone line? no
[50] have you ever kissed someone of the opposite sex? yes
[51] what are your favorite shoes? my adidas sneakers
[52] what kind of clothes do you sleep in: sweats, t-shirt
[53] what's your favorite soda? coke
[54] what things do you say a lot? 'whatever', 'bitch', 'holla'
[56] who is the coolest person in the world? rahassan
[57] do you think you're weird or funny? yes
[58] what would you prefer thong or bikini? neither, thank you
[59] who was the last person you called? lets see..::thinks:: holly like 2 weeks ago
[60] where do you wanna get married? L.A.
[61] who is the hottest girl/guy in your school? james calkins..he graduated ;_;
[62] what are your favorite girl names? jane, samantha
[63] what are your favorite guy names? ichabod, bob
[64] what's your worst memory in the past 5 years? getting diagnosed w/ depression
[65] what's your favorite childhood memory? eating cheese and shitting my brains out
[66] what is your favorite fast food restaurant? BURGER KING!!!!
[67] who do you really hate? mom, venessa
[68] do you have any brothers and sisters? mo
[69] if so, names? --
[70] do you have a pool? no
[71] do you have a spa? no
[73] what are you addicted to? sedatives, chocolate, cheese, pasta
[74] do you like jewelry? silver or platinum jewelry
[75] who do you wish you were? anybody who is dead
[76] who has it easier, boys or girls? boys
[77] would you rather be short or tall? short
[78] do you like to dance? sometimes
[79] do you like playing pranks on people? yes
[80] what's your least favorite subject in school? now its english
[81] what's your favorite subject in schools? history and spanish
[82] what time is it? 1:22pm
[83] what college do you wanna go to? barnard, fairfield u, CCSU
[84] what school do you go to now? shelton high
[85] do you have a playstation or nintendo 64? no
[85] if so, what are your favorite games? --
[87] do you sleep a lot? yes
[88] what are your favorite radio stations? WMRQ, Hot 97, KC101, 105.3, 96.5
[90] are you a morning person? no
[91] what's your favorite tv station? comedy central, cartoon network
[92] do you shave? sometimes
[93] how often do you shower? whenever holly wants to straighten my hair
[94] do you get along with your parents? sometimes
[95] what room do you spend the most time in? my room, computer room
[96] how many rooms does your house have? 9
[97] what do you wanna be when you're out of school? historian, editor, author
[98] do you curse a lot? yes
[99] are you ticklish? yes
[101] what are you wearing right now? PJs
[102] do you go to church? i am forced to
[103] do you like the person who sent you this? i dont know who they are
[104] do you believe in god? sometimes
[105] do you like to watch pda's? oh yeah
[106] do you show pda? no
[107] do you believe in love at first sight? no
[108] what color tooth brush do you use? red..i think :/
[109] how many times a day do you brush your teeth? i am supposed to do it twice a day, but i never do it unless my mom is in the bathroom w/ me
[110] who is your favorite cartoon character? courage, SPONGEBOB
[111] do you have a job? no
[113] what's your favorite fruit? banana
[114] what's your favorite veggies? carrots
[115] what's your favorite candy? anything chocolate
[116] what was the best day of your life so far? i have no idea
[117] what are you gonna do today? sleep, study
[118] are you momma's little angel? no
[119] do you wear body spray? no
[120] who is the sweetest girl? i don't know
[121] who is the sweetest guy? steve..???
[122] are you wearing nail polish now? yes
[123] if so, what color? purple
[124] how many rings or necklaces do you own? lots
[125] do you wear a watch? no
[126] did/do you have braces? yes, i had them
[127] are you tired? yes
[129] do you have freckles? yes
[130] what are you thinking right now? how many more damn questions will i have to answer!
[131] are you having fun? yes
[132] what time is it? stop asking me!
[133] who makes you laugh? sarcasm, laura, my fucked up life
[134] who's your favorite teacher? mrs. k giordano
[136] what is the best concert you have ever been to? shattered society!
[137] what is your favorite dream? when i had sex with lajon
[138] what is your worst dream? i was chased by a monster
[139] are you tired of filling this out yet? no
[140] who of your friends do you think will get bored with this? i dont know
[141] who sent this lovely survey to you? nobody, i stole it!!
[142] what's your worst memory as a little kid? i got hit
[143] have you ever cheated on anyone/been cheated on? no
[144] do you believe in santa claus? no
[145] do you believe in ghosts? yes
[146] rap or r&b? rap
[147] pop or rock? rock
[148] rock or metal? rock
[149] classical or jazz? classical
[150] hanson or manson? manson
[151] koRn or 311? korn
[152] no doubt or garbage? garbage
[153] jewel or fiona apple? fiona apple
[154] offspring or nine inch nails? NIN
[155] sugar ray or tool? tool
[156] backstreet boys or *nsync? *nsync
[157] joey mcintyre or jordan knight? joey
[158] what do you think about boy bands? they suck
[159] what do you think about country? it sucks
[160] what do you think about heavy metal? awesome shit
[161] what do you think about rap? LOVE IT!!
[162] what do you think about r&b? eh...its ok
[163] do you think nkotb are coming back? no
[164] like hanson? no
[165] like *nsync? used to
[166] like KoRn? yes
[168] like orgy? yes
[169] like sugar ray? somewhat
[170] like metalica? kinda
[171] like no doubt? yes
[172] like britney spears? she's ok
[173] like aaron carter? no
[174] like b*witched? no
[175] like joey mcintrye? no
[176] like jordan knight? no
[177] like busta rymes? yes
[178] like offspring? a little
[179] like ricky martin? no
[180] like coolio? no
[181] like janet jackson? no
[182] like spice girls? no
[183] like all saints? no
[184] like c-note? no
[185] like 98? no
[186] like 5ive? no
[187] like tlc? no
[188] like take 5?
[189] like moffats? no
[190] like jennifer love hewit? no
[191] like dixie chicks? no
[192] like mariah carey? no
[193] like eyc? no
[194] like brandy? no
[195] like eminem? yup
[196] like shania twain? no
[197] like monica? no
[198] like mya? no
[200] like blessed unions of soul? never heard of them
[201] like bare naked ladies? no
[202] like robbie williams? absolutely
[203] like sixpence none the richer? no
[203 MORE] like limp bizkit? a little
[203a] do you like the beach boys? no
[203b] do you like def leppard? no
[203c] do you like whitesnake? no
[203d] do you like queen? no
[203e] do you like elton john? no
[203f] do you like RKETMAN? no
[203g] do you like depeche mode? no
[204] how many cd's do you have? lots
[205] what cd's are in your cd player? sevendust, hoobastank, prodigy
[206] how many tapes do you have? a couple
[207] do you own videos of your favorite group? yes
[208] do you record your favorite group when they're on tv? no
[209] are you obbsessed with your favorite group/singer/band? i rather not say
[210] what's the oldest group/singer you are still listening to? orgy
[211] are most of your friends music freaks? no
[212] what do you think of the girls and the whole teeny bopper thing? its stupid
[213] have you ever paid for a pay-per-view? no
[215] do you ever buy merchandise of your favorite group? yes
[216] what tv station is better...mtv or vh1? MTV
[217] what is the worst show on mtv? dismissed
[218] what is the best show on mtv? daria, video blocks
[219] if you could marry any music person who would it be? lajon witherspoon
[220] what is the worst cd you own? britney spears, lou bega ^^;;
[221] what's your favorite movie soundtrack? forrest gump
[222] friend(s) that looks most like you? teresa
[223] friend(s) you go to for advice? nobody
[224] friend(s) you have the most fun with? laura, teresa
[225] friend(s) you can do nothing with and still have fun with? jessica
[226] friend(s) you've dreamt about? nobody
[228] friend(s) you tell your secrets to? laura
[229] boxers or briefs? boxers XD
[230] long or short hair? short
[231] dark or blonde? dark
[232] tall or short? tall
[234] mr. sensitive or mr. funny? funny
[236] dark or light eyes? dark
[237] hat or no hat? no hat
[238] ears pierced or no? no
[239] tan or fair? fair
[240] freckles or none? none
[241] stubble or neatly shaved? stubble =p*
[242] rugged outdoorsy type or sportsy type?
[243] all american, homey g, or grunge? homey g
[245] accent or american? american
[246]Mt. dew or surge? mountain dew
[247] mcdonalds or burger king? burger king
[248] coke or pepsi? coke
[249] rather marry the perfect lover or perfect friend? lover
[250] sweet or sour? sour
[251] chocolate or vanilla? chocolate
[252] tea or coffee? tea
[253] sappy/action/comedy/horror? horror
[254] cats or dogs? dogs
[256] cool ranch or nacho cheese? cheese
[257] mud or jello wrestling? jello
[258] with or without ice-cubes? with
[260] milk/dark/white chocolate? dark
[261] shine or rain? rain
[262] top or bottom? bottom ^_~
[263] favorite season? winter
[264] strawberry or cherry? cherry
[265] skiing or boarding? boarding
[267] cake or cookies? cookies
[268] cereal or toast? toast
[269] car or truck? car
[270] night or day? night
[271] gloves or mittens? gloves
[272] pager or cell phone? cell phone
[273] bunk bed or waterbed? bunk bed
[274] chewing gum or hard candy? candy
[275] motor boat or canoe? motor boat
[276] lights on or off? off
[277] what's your favorite color? black
[278] what's your favorite number? 8
[279] what's your favorite drink? coke
[280] what's your favorite animal? turtle
[281] what's your favorite holiday? my b-day!
[282] what's your favorite quote? i dono
[283] what's your favorite sound? ::swish::
[285] what's your favorite song ever? "B.O.B." - OutKast
[286] what's your favorite book? The Perks of A Waliflower
[287] what's your favorite movie? the exorcist
[288] what's your favorite tv show? beat the geeks
[289] what's your favorite radio station? WMRQ
[290] what's your favorite place? washington d.c., new haven
[291] what's your favorite game? candy land
[292] what's your favorite scent? tommy
[293] what's your favorite food? cheese
[294] what's your favorite shape? square
[295] what's your favorite texture? bumpy
[296] what's your house gonna look like? big
[298] how many kids do you want? 1
[299] what does your ideal girlfriend/boyfriend look like? tall, sexy, good sex, deep voice, rich as my dad
[300] how do they act? polite
[301] where is your dream date? Dakota restaurant
[302] do you like to call or be called? no
[304] move anywhere, where would it be? new haven, nyc
[305] what time is it now? 1:45pm

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